Going through each week is definitely an up and down experience. I’m blessed to have the friends I do, as they are happily keeping me engaged and doing stuff. As you’ll see in these pictures, I do have fun. And I can at times not think about Larry’s death, and I don’t feel bad about […]
Not really much else to say – I just miss Larry so much. He died a month ago today – and it feels like it’s shocking that it’s already a month later, but it also felt like one of the longest months I’ve ever endured. He never leaves my mind and I find new reasons […]
I’ve discovered I can start crying at the drop of a hat. Okay, to be more specific, grieving for me can be “okay one minute – absolutely crestfallen the next.” It’s obviously what grief is in terms of a definition, but it just can take a lot out of you. This morning, I woke up […]
A week or so ago, I had a really vivid dream with Larry in it. We were on a porch of some cabin-like building, sitting on the steps leading to it. We were deep in conversation with Olivia Newton John, who was delighted with us and we were delighted with her. The subject of her […]
Larry died on Tuesday morning, Jan 7, 2020, at 1:20am. Monday, we were basically waiting on him to finally surrender. Sveta came over, and we all started listening to the many favorite tunes of Larry’s while waiting, which helped make the mood a bit more celebratory than the dread it had been when it was silent or the […]